
Today we continue our series on “How I Became a…”. Two weeks ago I discussed how I had become a Theistic-Evolutionist. That was one of my later theological “conversions.” Up for discussion today, is my one of earliest theological conversions, that is the transition to Arminianism.
Before going too far down a rabbit hole, let me first tell you my story. I will leave some of the theological definitions, implications, and applications to later in the post.
I grew up in a church that taught “Eternal Security.” They believed that once someone was a Christian they were “eternally secure.” Some used the phrase “Once saved, always saved.” Others used the term “perserverance of the saints.” Once someone became a Christian, they remained a Christian. They might be “back-slidden”, but if they renounced Christianity, they could never have been a Christian in the first place. Oh, and they had a lot of verses to back them up.
People in this church knew their Bibles well. We would memorize huge sections of the Bible. Our Sunday School Superintendant had his pilot’s license, and for a couple of years the Sunday School class that memorized the most verses would get a flight in an airplane as a reward. One year, a week before the competition was to end, I was swimming at a local river, and, when diving in, hit a rock. I was lucky, and it only took a week for me to recover. I used that time to memorize 60 Bible verses. That put my class over the top, and we got to enjoy the plane ride. I mention this only because although we knew our Bibles well, we knew them very selectively, as I was to discover over the next number of years.
In 1985 I moved to Ottawa and started attending a new church of the same denomination. On Sunday evenings they had been going chapter by chapter through the Bible. By the time I arrived they were into the latter parts of the New Testament. The key moment came when we were studying 2 Peter 2:
20 If they have escaped the corruption of the world by knowing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and are again entangled in it and are overcome, they are worse off at the end than they were at the beginning. 21 It would have been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than to have known it and then to turn their backs on the sacred command that was passed on to them.
The leader quickly said something to the tune of: “Well, this passage can’t mean what it seems to mean as it doesn’t fit with what we read in the rest of the Bible, so we must look for an alternate explanation.” He then went on at length to pontificate at length about Eternal security.
The alarm bells immediately went of in my head. “What do you mean this passage can’t mean what it seems to mean?”, I asked myself.
I then decided to do two things. I would read the Bible for myself to find what other verses I could find that communicated similar thoughts to 2 Peter 2. I would also find material that supported eternal security to see what the arguments were in favor of it. My quest was easier than I might have expected in the pre-Internet age. Church leaders pointed me in the direction of H.A. Ironside treatise entitled “Eternal Security of the Believer”, the text of which is now available online. Reading this booklet actually killed two proverbial birds with one stone, because it also listed many of the passages which were used by those who held a contrary opinion.
So I read, re-read, and read H.A. Ironside’s booklet once again. My internal response: “That’s all you’ve got?”
It wasn’t long after that, that I left that church, and started looking for a Church that would have a different perspective on the issue. I wanted a place that I could look both ways to see where my new theological journey would take me. Along the way I did some reading of Clark Pinnock, who had taken similar steps. In reading him in made me feel like I wasn’t along in my journey. It was said of Clark Pinnock that “he was reputed to study carefully, think precisely, argue forcefully, and shift his positions willingly if he discovered a more fruitful pathway of understanding”. This is a mantra I would love to be able to claim for myself. Incidentally, in 2008 I started attending a new church in Hamilton, Ontario. I discovered that Clark lived just one and a half blocks from the Church. I was often tempted to knock on his door, introduce myself, and offer to take him out to lunch or coffee. Sadly I never did, and he died two years later.
This was just the first step of many steps that I took towards Arminianism. I am not going to go into any of the others, but I did want to offer a few observations about my experiences as it relates to the topic this week of how we understand and read the Bible. I also want to summarize my current position on the issue, especially for those who might think that I am a heretic!
Over and over in Evangelical churches I have heard statements like “We are a Bible believing church.” “Catholics hold tradition as the final authority, but in our church the Bible is the final authority.”
Let me make this clear. In every evangelical church I have been in, the traditions of the church, especially the pet theologies held by the given denomination, have been held in higher stead than what the Bible might communicate about the topic. When scripture is read, it is read selectively with blinkers on. You will see this again and again in the weeks to come. The difference is, the Catholics have 2000 years of tradition to back up what they believe. Most Evangelicals, have about 100 years, tops.
So what do I believe?
- I believe that Calvinism and Arminianism are two sides of the same coin. One looks at Salvation from God’s perspective, the other from a human perspective. I realized I haven’t defined terms, so here is a fairly high level view of the two streams of thought.
- I used to believe that one could find a systematic theology that would resolve everything. I have come to realize, like we have been discussing this week, that the Bible is a messy book, and it is impossible to resolve tensions between certain scriptures.
- I believe that God is sovereign.
- I believe that God, in his sovereignty, chooses to give us freedom to make decisions. Either in line with his will, or contrary to it. In the words of Bruce Cockburn, “He wanted us like him, as choosers, not clones.”
- I believe that God holds us secure, and…
- I believe that you cannot “lose” your salvation, but…
- I believe that intentional acts of repeated unconfessed sin, and/or the intentional renouncing of Christ’s gift of Salvation will have eternal salvific consequences.
- I believe that there are many who were part of God’s family, but who are no longer part of God’s family.
- I believe that after renouncing Christ’s gift of Salvation it is “impossible” to return. Knowing however at the same time that “all things are possible with God.”
So that is my story in a nutshell. Feel free to jump in with both feet with comments on anything that I might have written here. On Fridays, my work schedule is busy, and it doesn’t give me much time to interact, but I do read everything, and I love all the interesting places that you take the discussions. A word of warning though, any comments about powerpoint will be censured!

Much of the book explores these and other head-scratching parts of Scripture.











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