Lent 2012: A Journey through the Wilderness
The Unresolved Tensions of Evangelicalism, part 2
A classic Michael Spencer iMonk post from Nov. 2008
NOTE: On Sundays in Lent, we will run these classic essays from Michael Spencer on the evangelical wilderness.

I am continuing my series on the unresolved tensions of evangelicalism. Today, I want to explore disillusionment with Christian experience.
2. The Disillusionment of Christian Experience
Evangelicalism makes confident claims about the religious experience of its true believers. It is not hard to conceive of disillusionment when those claims are judged to be untrue.
It’s a well known saying that a person with an experience has nothing to fear from a person with an argument. This is certainly true in the area of religious experience. Millions of evangelicals have been brought into and kept in evangelicalism by its claims of religious experience.
While various segments of evangelicalism promise various kinds of religious experience with various degrees of certainty and various attending methods, it’s still a fact that there is a common “offer” of experiences such as “the joy of the Lord,” “God speaking” and answered prayer.
Religious experience for evangelicals carries major weight because it is the guarantee that God will show you that the evangelical message is true. It is important to evangelicals that the Catholic claim to miracles be countered with many examples of answered prayers, supernatural provisions and miraculous interventions.
Evangelicals also value personal testimony, and personal testimonies are reports of personal religious experience. Without dramatic stories of supernatural events and proofs of God’s power, evangelicalism sounds hollow. From Baptists saying they’ve been born again to Charismatics claiming to hear and see angels, evangelicals produce high-octane religious experience non-stop.
Is anyone surprised that any assessment of the demise of evangelicalism would blame a failure of religious experience to sustain belief in the God of evangelicalism?
And is anyone surprised that evangelicals are quite adept at explaining failures of religious experience and at providing religious experience through the use of technology and talent?
Evangelicalism has predictable stock responses to the failure of religious experience: human beings are sinful, God is sovereign, we live by faith, the Holy Spirit works differently with different persons, the experience of exemplary Christians shows many examples of a dearth of certain religious experiences.
At the same time evangelicalism promises the guarantee of religious experiences it also has a strong critique of those experiences and a ready explanation for a lack of religious experience.
I believe that evangelicals are well aware that the subject of religious experience is one that can expose a world of contradiction, confusion and disappointment. If there is one commonality among the “testimonies” of former Christians, it is the loss of confidence in their own religious experience as certain and foundational. The abuse of religious experience among some extreme charismatics obviously leaves the door open for disillusionment and bitterness at manipulation.
Accepting religious experiences as evangelicals tend to do requires a very generous and affirming attitude in the absence of proof. Those telling the report must be trusted. Pastors and teachers are trusted. Christian celebrities and leaders are trusted. Publishers, authors and Christians on the internet are trusted.
And you must trust yourself as you report your own religious experience. Trusting all of these people is easy for some Christians, and very difficult, even impossible, for others. Once a person approaches religious experience with a critical, skeptical attitude, the way they hear and interpret experiences will change. Of course, there will be “concern” that a person no longers believes in what they previously accepted as trustworthy. There will be arguments and answers. But in many cases, evidence won’t “convert” the doubter or the questioner. They will conclude that what they see and hear has better explanations elsewhere.
For example, what happens when a person doubts whether God actually answers prayer in the way they were taught? What if a person begins to doubt the truthfulness of many of the testimonies they hear? (I’ve heard so many outright lies and scandalous exaggerations in testimonies I can barely stay in the room.) What happens when a person begins to doubt the confidence people have that God is speaking to them? Or that the healings claimed are true?
What happens when the promises of leaders that God-proving religious experiences will absolutely follow certain events, music, meetings, speakers and responses are doubted or rejected?
What happens when when a suffering Christian does not experience promised miraculous interventions, but further suffering?
While some readers may have an arsenal of answers for these questions, the fact is that evangelicals have “loaded the gun” of the disillusioned and handed the weapon to him/her.
I believe millions of evangelicals have left over these issues and millions more will move either entirely out of Christianity or away from evangelicals to forms of religion that do not make the extravagant promises of religious experience.